UGH!

So, as to be expected, the job hunt is seriously not working out. So I guess don't be surprised if you see me around town waiting tables or working a night shift somewhere. It sucks because I'm a talented designer but I can't find a job to prove that. Looks like Walmart is the only safe place for a person to be right now. I have to wait till jobs are posted before I can even apply for them, though. So I sit and wait...and wait...

I've heard over and over from places that they're not hiring, yet I have my old boss who's refusing to let go of his dream and tells me that he has a few jobs down the pike. Well, those don't pay the house note. So thank you for making me a statistic in unemployment market right now. I'm so fucking pissed about this whole damn thing. I don't even want to talk about it anymore.

Plus, I can't even write on my book because all of this stupid job search shit is taking up my time. So I'm ultra annoyed that I can't focus on that. Then I keep hearing that the world is going to end in 2012...so why bother, right?! That's only 4 years from now!